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There
04:09
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My amps on and its warm
I pass the time while I’m looking at these photos
Filled with prime memories of years ago
And I try to be there when you want me
And my mind will still chase you
Baby I’d bleed
Just to see you standing on the beach
Your silhouette in a storm
A gray day, but snow falls
And everyday you wont have to call
Cause I try to be there when you want me
But I’m lost in transmission
Baby I’d bleed
Just to see you standing on the beach
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2. |
Lost in America
13:02
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Walking down the street
looking up at the moon
And it 3 in the morning
in Cleveland and I’m leaving soon
Its cold outside
and the wind blows in my face
And the snow on the ground
is frozen in place
I gotta clear my head out when
I’m dreaming of being here again
I head out west
and I head back east
I’m living in cities
extending my lease everywhere
I’m pushing the boundaries
of what I can bear
Pushing the boundaries of what?
I don’t care
Winning and losing
and I know I’m lost
I’m swimming in circles
I can’t defrost to no more disguise
Good fortune on the rise
Good fortune in my skies
But I’m stuck in the times that I let pass by
In a dream I wish I’m someone else
Someone running away
Getting lost in America
Engulfed in its sway
When you’ve burned all your bridges
You feel like a stray
If I could go back in time
I’d undo all of my crimes
Do it all over again
And I’d be there with you
I’d be there with you
I’d be there with you
Under New York lights
I would hold you tight
never feel low
On the Cleveland Nights
your eyes shined bright
wherever it snows
Dallas Lights, Austin Nights...
I’m only awake
I’ll be wide
awake til I die
You know that Roosevelt died?
You know that Blackwell died?
You know that Varkens died?
And my minds been broken up
I’m lost and do not feel grown up
Feeling alone, so far from home
Here until the other side
My minds been changing with the time
A dream wont replace me
I cannot know everything
In the city of New York
The Mets are playing tonight
I see the starry lights
From this window so bright
And the Queensboro bridge
Will it stand for all time?
When this hospital land
Never was planned
And the lights that I saw
In Dallas, that night
On Austin, Rainey street
Replaced with concrete
Dallas lights, Austin nights, New York life, Cleveland Heights
I stayed up and watched the stars shining again
They’re above no matter where it is I am
The North Star is somewhere
someday I will find it
And until I decide it belongs to me
I’ve been dreaming of New York
And everyones towns
But life’s been in front of me
I just had to look around
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3. |
Lead // Fall
04:25
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Twenty two years pass you by
and you wake up
where’s your makeup?
Wishing something tragic in your life
would just flair up?
how pathetic
Motivate your mind til the senses come clear
there’s nothing happening here
Is there no reason to rhyme?
I’ve sat here a thousand times
And a number had nothing to do with it
I’m burning up at 8 and singing late at night
And I don’t want this to leave
My head and never come back
I’m breaking out of the mold
The only thing that got me here
Is writing til I can’t stay awake
I’m fabling all my previous mistakes
I will never pretend to know how I can resolve
Every instance of song
I need to know what it takes
To figure out how to bake all these thoughts in my head
And dissolve them in lead
Is there no reason to rhyme?
I’ve sat here a thousand times
And a number had nothing to do with it
Im burning up at 8 and singing late at night
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4. |
Saguaro
04:37
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Neon sign out the door
Seeing drinks in galore
I think I’m better off this way
Not like there’s any other way
Been imprisoned once or twice
I can’t remember what is my vice
Walls sometimes talk, towers they turn
I just self medicate, and then I burn
In state of heat, you get no health
Unless its of course that you come from wealth
I’m going back to this hole in my heart
Nothing will change, bless the insane
Towers are turning
Many years down this road
Everything isn’t and the land erodes
I have a son, don’t know if he’s grown
Everything isn’t in my mind alone
Outside this bar, some people rest
I never could say that I’ve been that blessed
I’m going back to this hole in my heart
Nothing will change, bless the insane
Towers are turning
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5. |
Maybe
04:06
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Lights out in the suburbs
Transformers pop
Fade away with reverb
The treetops dropped
Alone at home again
Time has stopped
So I’d ride around listening
To William sing
And the moon, it is glistening
Maybe I wouldn’t be if you meant nothing to me
I reflected all your light onto my film
But the focus it wasn’t on you
I can say that I spoke without ilm
But retraction doesn’t make it up to
I have hurt, more than once
I’m this storm to your heart
I’ll ride around listening
To Elverum sing
And the moon is still glistening
Maybe I wouldn’t be if you meant nothing to me
My amps on and its still warm
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6. |
There, Pt. 3
02:34
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My amps on and its warm
I pass the time while I’m looking at these photos
Filled with prime memories of years ago
Can I try to be there when you want me?
My mind will still chase you
Baby I’d bleed
Just to see you standing on the beach
Your silhouette in a storm
A gray day, but snow falls
And everyday you wont have to call
Cause I try to be there when you want
I’m lost in transmission
Baby I’d bleed
Just to see you
On the beach
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7. |
Saguaro Reprise
02:51
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8. |
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I found myself across the country
Driving down an old dirt road
With you in the passenger seat
Nothing but the setting sun
Everything feels like an ending
Everything feels like a start
The start of something new
Something new
We packed your bags up and drove down south
Where the heat is high and my blood runs cold
Every nights become something old
I was blind I didn’t see it
I’m always angry at nothing in my head
Im always angry that I am not there
In Cincinnati we got ciders
Texarkana, and cities shout
Bars are open we sing along
People driving all night long
In Nashville we went out to dance
We never danced and never sung
Bars are open to sing along...
Its so hard when you don’t know
Where we’ll be in a year
But we’re still young
Young enough to not give up
I remember all the good times
Looking in to your old life
Sleeping in your mother’s house
Talking til its light outside
Driving at sunset living til dawn
You’re on my mind while I’m singing this song
Watching you under Dallas Lights
Kissing you on Austin Nights
And I would drive all night long
Just to see you and sing this song
If I could you know I would
Hold your hand and sing:
Dallas lights, Austin nights, hills have lives across the country
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Mourning Modern San Diego, California
Originally from Long Island, now based in San Diego, I'm an indie alternative singer-songwriter. Here's all my music since middle school.
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